It's hard to think about that Fact that Heather is gone.
I think it's harder to know that this is what she wanted.
I hope my blog can be an inspiration to those who may someday be affected by suicide.
To show them that they are not alone.
That at one point,
someone else felt the exact same way
To know that it is ok to still feel pain
But that it's also ok to smile and laugh again.
To remember that God will never give them more than they can handle
and to know that their loved one is with him.
Somedays will feel like normal days,
Most you will feel alone...
at least at first.
You will go from thinking how could they do this...
to why wouldn't i do the same thing.
"It's hard to stick around for the credits when the middle of the story shows no hope for a happy ending."
A song they played at Heather's funeral...I now play on repeat.
WHY?
Rascal Flatts
You must have been in a
Place so dark
You couldn't feel the light
Reachin' for you through
That stormy cloud
Now here we are
Gathered in our little hometown
This can't be the way
You meant to draw a crowd
[Chorus]
Oh why, that's what I keep asking
Was there anything I could've
Said or done
Oh, I had no clue you were
Masking
A troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong and why
You would leave the stage
In the middle of a song
Now in my mind I'll keep you frozen
As a seventeen-year-old
Rounding third to score the
Winning run
You always played with passion
No matter what the game
When you took the stage
You'd shine just like the sun
[Chorus]
Oh why, that's what I keep asking
Was there anything I could've
Said or done
Oh, I had no clue you were
Masking
A troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong and why
You would leave the stage
In the middle of a song
Now the oak trees are swaying
In the early autumn breeze
A golden sun is shining on my face
Through tangled thoughts
I hear a mockingbird sing
This old world really ain't that
Bad of a place
Oh why, there's no comprehending
And who am I to try to
Judge or explain
Oh, but I do have one
Burning question
Who told you life wasn't
Worth the fight
They were wrong, they lied
Now you're gone and we cry
'Cause it's not like you to
Walk away
In the middle of a song
Your beautiful song
Your absolutely beautiful song
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